so, i had fully recovered and well,just wanted to share some of the experiences i had in life disregard on whether the people involved will be reading this. okay so i will start off with this, i knew this girl from a church,my friend's relatives and well, shes those typical ah lian type of girls. And yes i did go to church in the past and no,i no longer go to church anymore,i like being what i am now. So,lets call this girl ting. i had a relationship with her and well,things did not last for us. however,we still managed to keep in contact and things start getting bad when she comes borrowing money from me. initially,i lent it to her as i thought she might really need it and yes,she did claim it was BORROW, which meant she would return. time past and soon,she contacted me again for money AGAIN. time and time again,i had been borrowing money to her and not been getting any back. So there was this once recently when she asked for money AGAIN. well,i tried to reject but she just had to make a fuss out of it and irritate me and i had no choice but to oblige knowing that there will almost be a 100% chance i would not be getting my money back. Silly it is but still,i promised to lend the money to her AFTER she promised to return me the money in 2-3 days. days had passed,i had to pay for my bills which was like $200+ . knowing the due date was up,i contacted her and well,she made a fuss out of it and tried to make it my fault and back then,it felt so much she was NOT going to return me the money. so after the argument,i told her the truth that i do not mind her not returning me the money cause in fact thats the LAST time she will take any money from me because she is not going to be in my life anymore. With this,she said...she will return me the money the next day. However,she did NOT even contact me the next day and there i knew....just the way she was,shes a slut. i am sorry i had to use that word because i could not find any reasons to "appreciate" her. So,from then on....shes out of my life and yes,i know that by saying it here,im not keeping to my words. BUT,when i mean shes out of my life,it meant no longer as friends and THIS POST is specifically meant to give everyone an idea of how despicable some people can get to get money to satisfy theirselves.

had been down from sore throat which lead to running nose and watery eyes. felt really uncomfortable the past few days but im more or less recovered now. anyway,i had said before i do miss camp and i really do want to go back to work abit. however,thinking of it,it just makes me feel that my boss will make me come back to work rather than rest during my MC period stating that if i can work for 1 day,i can carry on working rather than resting at home. so,i really have no idea what i will do now. i have got physio tomorrow morning i forgot 8 or 9am but hahas,im gonna wake up at 6.45am and hope that i dont miss my appointment, i really hope this physio session could ease the pain off my legs and let me be able to bend down and touch the ground. although many people say i chow geng and such, i do agree i am one of the more slacking guys but in times like this,i myself do want to get well myself. its my body afterall and i want to be in the best shape as i can. so anyway,had been face-booking all day long and guess i will update more soon...in days to come perharps? =)

realised its been months since my last post,so here it goes. i will be posting more often as im on medical leave till like may. so,lets continue from my birthday, my 21st birthday was quite a success actually and i quite liked it,all i did was act that i was abit drunk and i am saved from further embarrassment.=DD , so anyway,was freaking out before my operation during early feb,but the operation was a success until i kind of had an infection. maybe i didnt clean the wound properly or i ate the wrong thing,glad to say,i was lucky it was not toxic infection or i would had to operate on my back again. im still recovering right now and all i can say is my back is not perfect,but conditions had improved for me. i registered for dip in marketing management and hopefully i'd make it as i really need the diploma. so anyway,i went to KL and genting lately and had quite some fun there, i faced quite afew fears but overcame it. i took a cable car up and down from genting. i was freaking out but i had to take it as that might have been the only route up which took the least time. afterall,i felt it was not as scary and i wouldnt mind going for another cable car trip now =D . lost some money in the casino but thats okay,just plain experience,hehes. i also went to times square in KL and yeah,ladies paradise i swear,7 out of 10 shops were selling ladies stuffsbut i still managed to catch some good deals there. =DD lately,i went to SAFRA tampines and my friends and i played archery. there was GREAT entertainment there. lets start with this.... i got a friend we call "tekko" , he is just so skinny and guess what,he is a barbarian in the archery zone. while we were plucking out our arrows from the target on the wall, he pulled out the whole target board not once,but TWICE. also,the shots he made were on target but seconds later,the arrow would just drop as the arrow didnt penetrate through,so sad for him. SO....heres the hardcore part, my friend's cousin was sitting on the bench and halfway...CRACK...everyone looked around and 1 by 1,we started laughing, THE CHAIR BROKE!! well,not totally but the whole wood was bent inwards. everyone started to run away from the spot when we left as its dam malu. hahas, that was like the joke of the day and even now,i could laugh at it. =D anyway,i do miss camp,i need to work =(( but im afraid that i may feel any discomfort as i do not have any medicines right now. will post more updates soon =)

its been such a long time since i had last blogged. i dont know why but i just dont feel like blogging again till today. maybe im lazy or something...? many things had been happening ard me so yah, im kinda stressed up at the moment.....i dont even know where to start now but a brief summary of what is happening will be....i had served the RSN for like 7 months+ now, so 16-17 more months before my national service ends....time do past by fast but im nt really happy where i am,i do have my fellow colleagues to rely on,my buddies in camp but there are also real bastards in camp....so ya,stressed up with work in camp is 1 thing...relationships in camp is also another problem as i do admit i have some problems with another colleague...but i can swear on my full name it wasnt my fault for disliking him that much. so,the weekend is here...not sure what i will be doing,most prob basketball and basketball.....im just like a loner now,i dont know when i will blow up and go crazy....but yah,coming my 21st bday...im gonna hold a buffet at my place...thats all i guess,and im still defining the word "love"....so whatever,im gg insane!

counting down the days,i dont know if i should feel happy or upset. Reason being i dont know why i am supposed to be upset. Im required to bring along swimming goggles which means i might need to get into the water but i cant swim and i think i am worried because of that. Well,otherwise than that,it goes to my haircut. I am kinda troubled over the fact on how i will look BALD,so i guess thats another factor to me feeling stressed.There are other minor minor stuffs troubling me but i just cant figure it out,i mean in less than 48 hours,i will be a "chow recruit" serving national service. Yet i am like trying to convince myself that i will be alright.So well,i wasnt trying to be brave when i told my parents not to come find me in tekong. Its just that i aint close to them and i dont like the feelings of going out with them. Its like years since i last had a proper family,many years back when i last went out with my parents. So i guess i will feel uneasy going out with them.So ya,actually,deep down inside,im afraid,im seriously showing some sense of fear no matter much i try to keep my confidence level there.Hopefully things will turn out fine....

just came back from seng kang not long ago,went to mpcc for a while today before meeting zhifeng and robin+. So yah,zhifeng drove us to sengkang there and i had sambal fried rice for $4.50 which aint worth it,then i got a can drink which cost $1.30,man it seems their goods came from outer space. So yah,did play but not to my potential,so alittle disappointed even though we wonn the game. So well,still counting down to my enlistment..=/

well,not feeling very good today though i went out with my gf. Aint gonna emphasize on what happened but yah,days are counting down and this is my last week before i get into army,i doubt many people know about it but ya i think its okay anyway. So anyway,had issues with my parents like they wanted to come to tekong with me bt i turned them down and well,i decided to go in alone. Awful it may sound but i am really not on good terms with my parents and besides,i will be in for just a week and most probably i will be fine there. So anyway,im like very troubled right now so i dont want to post much but its all relationship stuffs. Well,guess thats all for tonight...cya again guys

woke up roughly at 12pm today,skipped my lunch and so called breakfast and i went down to play basketball,so yup,it was like so tiring today,we had quite afew full court games and i was pushing myself to make sprints and stuffs.Had a few good moves but sad to say,my shoe is like SPOILT now.However,as i dont have another pair of bball shoes ,i guess i gotta bear with it these while. so anyway,had dinner with jacky,sim and tek and weiguang and went home,feeling very sore and in pain now,and yah,im feeling tt im gonna puke soon. =(( -way off exhausted